
thankful
December 25, 2008I have been sitting here for the past few days feeling sorry for myself when I realized how much I should be thankful for.
I was sad that I couldn’t go to my friend’s dinner because I came down with a cold and my friend has lukemia. Their house has to be a germ-free zone. This time last year, he was in the hospital with an unknown life expectany. Today, he is successfully recovering from a bone marrow transplant and is enjoying christmas at home with his family.
My other friend had me over for dinner with her family.
My mother brought christmas dinner to my house today.
Another friend had me over for dinner with her family tonight.
I have amazing friends. So many people who care about me.
I am just a crazy girl who is struggling to survive. I have a history of abuse, dysfunction, addiction, self-harm and mental illness; and I've attempted suicide three times. This blog is a journal of my recovery as I learn how to be happy.




